By being a part of The Search for Self, you are behind the scenes of a book being written for publication.  The writer, Lainie Holmes, is leaving behind a physical trail of her creative process for you to explore.

What’s in it for Me?

Each month a collection of materials will be thoughtfully curated just for you. They might include:

  • excerpts from amazing books paired with reflection questions meant to get you thinking about who you are and what you want in your life
  • fun little activities to show yourself some love and reconnect with what’s important to you

  • self care practices
  • gentle nudges to do something for you (take that class you’ve always wanted to try, do that thing…) Find out what you enjoy.

  • fun creative classes! Learn something new and without any additional costs

These pieces will be posted on a password protected website. Go through and wander at your own pace. Explore what you like throughout the month when you have time.

You will also get…

  • the love and support of a group of incredible women who get it and are at different points in their journey. (*in January 2020, we are thinking of doing monthly chats online)

  • a free one month pass to give to a loved one or friend

  • a monthly newsletter that provides an overview of the newest pieces being added to the collection

  • thoughtful mail! Who doesn’t love a surprise in their mailbox?!

  • discounts on other fun projects or courses Lainie creates

Before we get you registered, let’s have a quick talk first about what you hope to get from this experience and where you’re at…

noun.a symbiotic relationship where both organisms benefit

Good Things Come in 3’s

I believe that people have value.  Time has value.  Work from the heart has value.

Thank you for joining me on this adventure.  To access this collection and experience, I am offering a few different options for you:

$26 per month
No contracts (you can opt out at any time)

$68 for 3 months
spring, summer, winter, fall
*choose 3 consecutive months

(Bonus: Two Months Free)

Each option includes:

  • Access to all materials and classes
  • A one-month guest pass for a friend or family member
  • Discounts on other fun projects or courses Lainie creates
  • Actual mail sent to your door (I like to send surprises)
  • Subscription to the monthly Search for Self e-newsletter

Please note: If you choose to go month to month, that’s great!  I’m glad you found an option that works for you. Please note that if you choose to opt out and then return at a later date, the pricing may be different.


You like beautiful and messy processes.
You need to find your own way.
You want to explore what interests you,
when it means something to you, and when you have time for it.

You recognize that true learning, the kind that changes how you see the world, takes time.
It’s about revisiting, learning, healing, and making new.

I hope you’ll join me.

I can’t wait to see where we end up.